-never been romanced like this before.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

m.u.n.d.a.n.e
that totally describes the uneventful life im goin tru now.ARGH.
headed to town on sat wif jj.shoppin around aimlessly.one thing i must add: the thai-chinese food in far east is damn good. affordable and delicious. good combination. altho e service..was...but yes the food more than made up for it. ppl, go try it some day! serious. =)
mianli joined us and continued shoppin.didnt see anything much in far east.except that jj and ml were intently lookin for shoes.and ml bought a pair.quite nice. he bought a stussy shirt too.jj got a white stussy shirt and yes i bought a roxy skirt. which i finally decided upon after 3 choices.it was totally black apart from the pink frills at the bottom edges and yes the panty-like white frills at the top.even tho i bought that, i haf a feelin the blue-checkered skirt is gonna end up in my wardrobe soon too.yes.positive.
wasnt feelin very hungry but stil we ended up at crystal jade for dinner.the xiao long baos.are.damn.NICE.it's pretty much addictive after the first bite but too bad we had to try other stuff too.guo tie was delectable.dinner was fillin and yes we really took our time to eat.seriously took our time.then e movie suggestion came up so we decided to watch I do I do at 1045.it was singlishly hilarious,to put it mildly, but the twist at the end was really unexpected.quite a good movie in all and its a local production.i actually wanted to go chinablack but the queue changed my mind.headed home in a cab.

interestin weekend all in all.vday was a quiet affair.got gifts for and from my frens.here and there. thanks for all the stuff! really appreciate it.

as usual, i got tangled up in some mess which i probably knew nuts about.somehow the blame came to me when i'm actually not in the picture.it was tiring.i mean.this kinda stuff happenin.drained.and cos my dad wasn home for like almost a week.i had to put up with my mum's incessant rantin about him and so on and so forth.it's cny for goodness sake.pls.i probably wont and never will tell her off about it.it doesn help the situation nor lighten the cny mood.opinions opinions.shush mans.
dad goes off everytime he has the chance to.christmas n cny.christmas was a disaster.ended up stonin at home.cried my heart out.pathetic right.cny was the same, jus that i didnt spend much time at home.if he's better off there..who am i to say i guess.oh sigh.helpless and pathetic.

i always feel this familiar tug at my heart whenever they're in sight.i stil dont understand why...i must follow tru with my new yr resolution! easier said than done.ARGH.hope it ceases soon anyway.if not it'll give me a darn bloody headache.

common tests comin up and im stil slackin online.doesn say much does it.haha.im addicted to shoppin too.ladies dunks.saw a few pairs which have very pretty colour combinations.but i must resist temptation.racket comes first.

guess that's all for now, quite a long day and im gonna head to dreamland soon.10am classes tml.lab and comp programmin.wth.might head to uk fun fair! cant wait..=)

done ventin.haha.=)

Monday, February 14, 2005

happy vday!

haha

Friday, February 11, 2005

hmm..went for squash today and then headed to town with jj onn and jeff.
town was surprisingly very crowded, and some shops were stil takin the day off.
hmm found out quite some stuff todae..haha im enlightened.
guess relationships are not as simple as it looks..so much effort and thought are put into it.
one dire error and things may not go smoothly from then on.fragile.
gave me somethin to think about and it kept me occupied during the whole long and tirin journey home.
hm i really must train harderrrr
it seems as though i keep deprovin everyday.thats not good.oh well.sigh.
i wish i knew.=)
hmmm..vday's round the corner! its gonna be a totally boring school day for me i guess.sch til 5pm.and lab for the last 2 hours.how exciting.haha.

im feelin exhausted so i guess i shall pen off here.happy cny!

-*givin up doesn mean you're weak, it means that you're strong enough to let go*-

to everyone celebrating vday with their significant other, enjoy and cherish the time together! =)
and then to all the singles..stay home and watch tv =)
zzz -yawn-

-...i know i've felt like this before...-
-...but now i'm feelin it even more...-
-...because it came from you...-
-...and then i open up and see...-
-...the person fallin here is me...-
-...a different way to be...-

Thursday, February 10, 2005

..im back.
it's 2nd day of cny.and it's utterly boring.
hm my week went rather well, got some stuff here and there, then went for the usual visitin.
went to town in e morn on new yr's eve wif xuan.we went so freakin earli dat shops were barely open.
den headed home,changed and den headed out again for reunion dinner.
ahh..went for the fair at river ang bao with jessie,met her aunt and mum.english-speakin.
then met ray n jiahui and then decided to club hop.lol.went a few places.and got pretty drunk.haha.
it was a long night and i barely remember the details.
headed home at 11+ in e morn in dis weird state..and i had this throbbin headache.arh.den i went for lunch after that.gambled and yes learnt a bit of mahjong.boring.
headed for dinner at holland v and then..waited for like 45 mins for my bus 502 which goes straight to boon lay. it didnt come eventually so i just boarded the bus which goes to clementi.sick of waitin. arh.

that made my day.no.
haha. yup yup. time heals all wounds..=) hm was talkin about some stuff just now..and i felt quite sad i nearly cried there and then.but luckily i managed to control my emotions and continue gambling.zzz. shall elaborate more next time..cos im feelin quite sleepy already due to a huge lack of sleep and rest yesterday.=)